Hey, long time no think about L.O.V.E

_March 12th 2010_

in my sweet age, i do hope much i could meet with "the Best whom Allah sent for me"

Whether i don't know how to find, but i do believe much, 

somehow he can find me where i stay.

Whether i don't know how to keep, but i do believe,

somehow he can keep and protect me from every dangers

But ... until this day i don't have any reason for loving someone, and I seldom think about it.

but every time that i think of love, you always be in my seeing ... (at the s*h*ol)

at that time I expect I can say to you ...

"Hi boy,, do i Love you ?"

"Do you love me ?, or do you love me if i don't love you?"

"Do you have any words to say ?"

"How could you make me hesitant ?"

"Huuufft... I don't care. Neither understand about this."

"Do NOT keep silent, please !!!"

- for you who feels the same-

You know what ? I'm freezing inside. I don't know how to make it melts.

It is dark too, and i can't make it shines either.

My heart always feels lonely here. Emptiness.

I was being sick of love for 3 years, since i was in this place. The Weird Place.

My feeling had been died for long time,

and I couldn't see anyone approached and tried to wake it up from this frozen.

I always wait, day by day, every day, every time, by full of expectation.

and my waiting has been too long. Long.... Long... very long time.

I've been tired keep staying here.

until I decide....

I'll not search love anymore.

I just do lay hope on the fate.

which had been made.

for me.

for you.

for us.

I promise.

Well,, thank for the God,

who lets me feel that my heart,

and my thinking always goes to you, god.

The only One, no exception.